Thanks for contacting the proventherapy team with your concerns. I can understand how much are troubled with your career during the last three years. It appears you did very well at the University and you are satisfied with your achievements. However, that sense of achievement and satisfaction you did not experience with career due to switching jobs often. It appears you have not found a place where you can get that sense of satisfaction. Now you are looking for realistic practical help in order to find your direction in your professional life. You say you are motivated but not sure where to start. You have to share a bit more about you, your experiences, and your frustrations so that the counsellor can respond specifically to your concerns.
With the information that you shared here, let me say the following:
You were satisfied with the University achievements but that kind of experience you could not achieve at work. You take time to find out why? Is there a big gap between your expectations and the real work culture? Review your skills (you are an achiever) and try to employ them at work. It appears intellectually and emotionally you are stuck. Can you manage to get you out of this stuck situation? Do you need professional help?
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With Good Wishes