Thanks for sharing what you have been going through. A part of the deeper issues you have may
sit deeper in the subconscious as you relate the "dreams." We have many excellent therapist online
that you can talk to and hopefully get to the bottom of what's happening. Look through them carefully
to see who is a great match for you. I am also available to talk to for emailing as well. Wish you the
best! Take Care!
Natasha Smith, LCPC
Your fixation on lustful feelings for your mother can be interpreted in different ways, not all of which necessarily imply that you are sick. In other words, you may or may not be sick, but independently of that, you need supportive therapy. If you would like to work with me through emails please send me an email.